Ex Jezebel Ministry


We are in a season where the Lord is requiring
us to stop going to church just to get a quick fix that
will carry us through the week until the next Sunday! We are in the season where God has released a 911
in the spirit realm and many of us have not caught it!
Like the Sons of Issachar, we must know the time
and season we are in and then give the proper
response. It’s time for those of us that are still
sucking on Holy Spirit’s breast milk to stop licking our wounds and grow up QUICKLY! We are literally
running behind schedule and now we have to play
“Catch Up” but God is NEVER behind the times
because HE IS TIME! So for those of us that are still
wrapped in the chains of bondage, whatever that
bondage may be, I decree that as you are reading this, you will begin to feel the shaking of the chains
that have been choking the life out of you for years
drop off, in Jesus name! I decree that every devil,
every demon, every principality and every diabolical
force will back up off you as you take back your
authority in Christ and use the voice of power that God has given you. I decree that this is the season
that you will not only let go of your past but you will
bury it and give it a eulogy! I decree that you will no
longer operate out of your emotions but you will move
by way of Holy Spirit in everything you say, do and
think! I decree that you will allow God to remove the flies from your oil and the authentic anointing will
freely flow in your life. I decree that you will stop
looking for a man or a woman to satisfy you but you
will be completely satisfied with God until He sees fit
to send you His best. I decree that you will stop
rehearsing the same ole sad songs about who did you wrong but instead you will give God praise for allowing
you to become better, not bitter. I decree that your
mind, heart, soul and body is healed from all the fiery
darts and flaming missiles of the enemy. I decree that
your appetite for the presence of God will increase so
much that His presence will drip from your fingertips and you will leave a mark on whatever or whomever
you touch. I decree that every promise God has made
you will come to pass quickly, suddenly and
immediately as you stay in position, no matter what
the cost. I decree that you will only release the
oracles of God and never murmur and complain again. I decree that you will not be a counterfeit Christian but
you will live a life that is bold, authentic and sold out
for Christ, unashamed of who God has called you to
be. I decree that everyone that has put their mouth on
you and released venom against you will have to turn
around and eat the same words and give you an apology! I decree that you will walk in the character of
Christ with no compromise. I decree that what Holy
Spirit has impregnated you with will come to fruition in
its due season. You will not push before time, nor will
you have a breech birth, nor will you abort the twins,
(DESTINY & PURPOSE)! I decree that you are blessed beyond measure, your family is blessed, your
children and grandchildren are blessed, your finances
are blessed, your marriage is blessed, your home is
blessed, your business is blessed, your job is blessed
because you are there, your church is blessed and all
that you put your hands to will increase and multiply 100 fold. I decree that you will obey the Spirit of God
and complete your assignment on this earth! I decree
that you will carry the character of Christ with no
compromise and one day, you will hear the words,
“Job well done, My good and faithful servant,” in
Jesus name! Amen


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My life hasn’t been, easy my childhood birthed so many negative things I got involved in. I was born into what the world calls a dysfunctional family. I grew up with two older sisters and a brother. From birth there was something my mom hated about me. (it was what God had placed in me in the womb that would be my destiny and purpose). She would always call me stupid or say I should have aborted you; but I was my daddy’s princess. He was a good father, he took care of home; even his drunken wife until the day he died. He died when I was 3.

We were so close; he was my hope because he didn’t talk down to me. He didn’t hit me because i spilled something on accident. He showed me true love. I was a heart broken 3 year old when he died…

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reading and studying Matthew 15:21-28, the Lord
revealed this to me about the Canaanite woman. In
Matthew 15:21, 22, the woman needed a miraculous
healing from the Lord but her approach was one of
religiosity which is something that the Lord NEVER responds to. This woman approached Jesus with
words and phrases she had learned from the Jews,
“Have mercy on me Sond of David.” This woman had
heard about the Messiah that would come and heal
the lame and the blind so she searches for the
appropriate way to address him which is what some of us often do even unto this day. We look for the right
words and the right scriptures that are applicable to
what we desperately stand in need of, in hopes of
getting the RIGHT RESPONSE from the Lord. But, Matthew 15:23 says, “But he answered her not a
word.” “What?” “Are you serious Jesus?” “I done
came to you with with scripture and big words to woo
You and You have the gall to not respond to me?” You would think that as compassionate as Jesus is,
surely He would respond quickly to a mother crying
helplessly over her child. Why didn’t He respond? Matt 15:23 “And his disciples came and besought
him, saying, send her away; for she crieth after us.” This woman’s tears were affecting the disciples and
they didn’t like it. As Christians, sometimes we can
be so preoccupied with building a ministry that we
miss the needs of the people that are right in front of
us. Matt 15:24, “But he answered and said, I am not sent
but unto the lost sheep of the house of Israel.” This woman was a Canaanite- an enemy of Israel.
She was a woman- in a time when women were held
in low esteem. Even the disciples had no real regard
for her or her desperate need and they were disciples!
But what I love about this woman is that she did not
give a rats tail who didn’t like her, who was around her or what people said about her, she was a desperate
woman willing to take desperate measures to get what
she wanted from the Lord. And what was even greater
than that, Jesus knew she wouldn’t give up because
He is One that knows ALL things, from the beginning
to the end. What God showed me was that Jesus was drawing from this woman an understanding from her
that would change the course of history for her and for
her but for all generations to come. Watch what
happens. Matt 15:25, “Then came she and WORSHIPPED him,
saying, Lord help me.” THERE IT IS GUYS! She did not get the response
she was looking for so, she came to herself, realized
that she needed to get low and begin to worship the
ONE who had everything she needed. At that point,
she neglected what she had been taught and the
language she heard from the religious folk, she released the LANGUAGE OF PURIFIED WORSHIP!
In other words, instead of her sounding real deep, she
simply bowed down and said, “Lord, save me” and the
miraculous was released! Sometimes when we pray, we come to believe that
God responds well to proper wording or long drawn out
prayers. This woman had the same thought process
in the beginning. Until she threw away the religiosity
and came to a place of brokenness and openness to
worship Jesus, the miracle could not be released. The greek word for worship here is “proskuneo” meaning
“to turn and kiss”. When we kiss someone we are
attracted to, we don’t follow a formula, it needs to be
spontaneous and expressive, sincere and simple. The
same is true of purified worship. (2 Sam 6:12-14 is an
example of this) In our culture, they say “dress for success” but with God, we must UNDRESS,
disrobing in humility and spontaneity. David danced
before God in his underwear expressing his heart
creatively, energetically and sincerely. That is the
heart that God is seeking in this hour. Matt 15:26, “But he answered and said, It is not meet
to take the children’s bread, and to cast it to dogs.” When Jesus said this to the Canaanite woman, He
was referring to the children of Israel, the Jews. When
He was speaking of bread, He was referring to
Himself, the Bread of Life. When He spoke of the
dogs, using the Greek word for a pet dog, He was
referring to the Gentiles. In other words He was saying, I have come first for the Jews. Jesus words
do not contradict the truth that God’s message is for
all people (psalms 22:57, Isaiah 56:7) after all, when
Jesus said these words He was in Gentile
territory on a mission to Gentile people. Jesus was
simply telling the woman that Jews were to have the first opportunity to accept Him as the Messiah
because God wanted them to present the message of
salvation to the rest of the world (see Genesis 12:3). Matt 15:27, “Yes, Lord,” she said, “but even the dogs
eat the crumbs that fall from their masters’ table.” “I hear you” she says, “I understand you’re working
according to certain priorities.” This is what Jesus
was after all along, not to destroy her but to develop
her. Matt 15:28, Then Jesus answered, “Woman, you
have great faith! Your request is granted.” And her
daughter was healed from that very hour.


HEAR: As I sat before the Lord I heard
the Lord say, “Many of My people, those who call
themselves “Christians” are so unaware of the times
and seasons.” “As I look over the earth that I created
with the words and decrees of My lips and with lady wisdom by My side, I see so much compromise.” “I
see My sons and My daughters living a double life,
full of anger, hatred, unforgiveness, lust, strife,
division, pride, deception but then they come to My
house one day a week and put on a performance as if
I am going to receive the stench that constantly enters My nostrils.” “Time is winding down and I am
coming back sooner than they realize.” “I have
warned them time and time again to get their hearts
right before Me but many of them refuse to yield.”
“They continue to go on about their day, professing to
belong to Me, quoting scripture but having no power, witnessing to others but living the life of the harlot,
playing their so-called gospel music that is suppose
to bring Me glory, building ministries but not building
people and doing all the church mechanics but their
hearts are so far away from Me.” “I’m standing at the
door, knocking but many refuse to answer.” “I continue to walk the earth, looking for someone who’s
heart is right towards Me but I’m not finding what I
desire because My people focus so much on what’s
wrong with each other instead of focusing on what’s
wrong with themselves.” “Come to Me now My
children, get into My presence and allow Me to wash you clean.” “I know you believe you are ok, but I can
prove to you that you are not.” “Come to Me now with
a heart of TRUE REPENTANCE so that I can shoot
you forth into your TRUE destiny, so that people will
see Me inside of you.” “The call has gone out into the
earth, stop what your doing right now and cry out to Me and I will remove the burden of sin from your lives
for I have need of you in this hour for there is much
work to be done before My return.” “Forgive those that
have harmed you for I have forgiven you much.”
“Stop holding on to the pain and disappointment and
you will experience a freedom that you never have experienced before.” “Forgive your mother, your
father, your siblings, your neighbors, your abuser,
your pastor, the leaders in your church, your ex, your
husband, your wife, your friends, your co-workers,
your children, that stranger, your boss and even those
that you are connected to that I asked you to stay away from.” “Release them and set them free from
the grips of your pain.” “The time is now before its too

Beware of wolves in sheeps clothing. Use
discernment in prayer especially when guys ask
to pray WITH you. Many guys use their gifts for
purposes in which they were not given and i have
encountered many males praying intimately with
woman and it ending up badly. Prayer is a very intimate thing, soul sex even, and some men will
use this tactic to feed their flesh and ultimately
give their flesh what it is hungry for. Many woman
fall into this trap too: “He is a great Christian Guy,
he knows the Lord and is so deep and spiritual!
etc.” Be careful, and if you desire prayer and accountability, your best bet is to go to another
woman anyway. They understand you better
because they are able to relate more personally.
Find woman accountability and mentorship. Just
be mindful of intentions and who you allow to
pray for you. Beware of the wolf in sheep’s clothing, he can be very deceiving!

Our walk with the Lord is a spiritual journey. Every one of us will encounter good times as well as bad times. As Christians, the way that we respond to difficult situations determines our destiny. Joseph experienced constant betrayal. His brothers threw him in a pit and then sold him as a slave. He was then thrown in a prison wrongfully, but through it all he never sinned and never lost his focus because he had a dream and was determined to see it fulfilled. Psalms 105:19 says concerning Joseph, the time that his word came to pass, the word of the Lord tested him. Pharaoh gave Joseph his
signet ring as well as authority over all of Egypt because the Lord gave Joseph favor for his obedience. It was all in preparation of Gods plan which was not only for Joseph but for his family and the nation of Israel. Pay any price to protect your focus as you continue on your journey with Jesus. The Lord says as you continue on this journey, throw off the weights that would slow you down. Discard of anything that would hinder you from advancing. Don’t carry any baggage from the past and don’t look back as this will slow down your pace. As you leave the past behind, your mistakes of the past will not cancel out My plans for your future. Forgive those who hurt you and release those who despitefully used you. I will bring restoration and I will lead you back in the right direction if you had gone astray. Don’t allow worries to dominate your thoughts. As you come into alignment with My will you will be able to receive clear instructions. Don’t entertain thoughts that bring fear. Stay focused and be careful not to allow anything to impair your vision and obstruct your focus. I have created you and called you by name, therefore I will give you the endurance for the journey ahead. Seek Me for the wisdom which is required for this journey. Seek Me for My wisdom which your natural mind can not comprehend or discern. My wisdom will lead you in the right direction and place you on the right path. As you seek Me for wisdom and guidance, I will lead you with compassion and guide you in peace through this journey. Never lose focus of the dream that I have placed on the inside of you. Allow Me to take residence in every area of your life as you walk with Me in this Covenant that I have provided for you. You will then be able to rest in the assurance knowing that I will truly watch over My Word to perform it says the Lord. Psalm 32: 8 I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will guide you with My eye. Proverbs 16: 9 A mans heart plans his way, But the Lord directs his steps. 1 Corinthians 2:14 -15 But the natural man does not receive the things of the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to him; nor can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned.  But he who is spiritual judges all things, yet he himself is rightly judged by no one

The  pornography industry is a destructive, drug infested, abusive and sexually diseased industry which causes severe negative secondary effects on female and male adult industry workers as well as the general public. I am confident of the above because not only was I a stripper, pornographic performer and escort in the  pornography industry from 2008 to 2011

General Statistics

The  pornography industry is causing severe secondary negative effects on adult industry workers as well as the general public, which is involuntarily exposed to pornography, especially children, whose average age of first Internet exposure to pornography is eleven years old.

  • It is estimated that there are 4.2 million porn Web sites—12% of the total amount of sites—allowing access to 72 million worldwide visitors monthly.
  • One-quarter of the total daily search engine requests, or 68 million, are for pornographic material, where 40 million Americans are regular visitors.
  • According to comScore Media Metrix, 71.9 million people visited adult sites in August 2005, reaching 42.7 percent of the Internet audience.
  • The United States adult film industry produces 4,000–11,000 films a year and earns an estimated $9–$13 billion in gross revenues annually.
  • An estimated 200 production companies employ 1,200–1,500 performers. Performers typically earn $400–$1,000 per shoot and are not compensated based on distribution or sales.
  • Lobbyist Bill Lyon told 60 Minutes that the porn industry employs 12,000 people in California and pays the state $36 million in taxes per year. When 60 Minutes first spoke to Lyon, he was running the free speech coalition, a trade organization that represents 900 companies in the porn business.


Porn and STDs


Adult film performers engage in prolonged and repeated sexual acts with multiple sexual partners over short periods of time, creating ideal conditions for transmission of HIV and other sexually transmitted diseases (STDs). All the more concerning, high-risk sex acts are on the rise. At the same time, condom use is reportedly low in heterosexual adult films—approximately 17% for adult performers. In 2004, only two of the 200 adult film companies required the use of condoms. Performers report that they are required to work without condoms to maintain employment. These practices lead to high transmission rates of STDs and occasionally HIV among performers.

The current practice of periodic HIV and STD testing may detect some disease early, but often fails to prevent transmission. The most recent HIV outbreak occurred when three performers who had been compliant with monthly screening contracted HIV in April of 2004. At that time, a male performer who had tested HIV negative only three days earlier infected three of 14 female performers.

In statements I have received from females and males working in the pornography industry and those who previously worked in the industry, at least 80% admit to catching an STD while working in the  pornography industry.

Escort Services


Pornographic performers usually prefer escorting because the pay is much higher and sex acts are not as degrading or physically demanding. They receive approximately $100 an hour for working in pornographic films or $1500 an hour for escorting. Adult industry workers who are also pornographic performers get paid higher than other adult escorts due to their celebrity status and can book 2-3 hour appointments and make approximately $3000 a day. Agents also lie to women in the adult industry and lure them into prostitution. “some agents lie to the girls and tell them they are shooting a scene when instead they set up prostitution acts for them.” . Pornographic performers and adult industry workers definitely spread sexually transmitted diseases to the general public.


Drug Abuse

Another secondary negative effect of the adult industry includes exposure to drugs and drug addiction

the drugs we binged on were Ecstasy, Cocaine, Marijuana, Xanax, Valium, Vicodin and alcohol.

Guys are punching you in the face. You get ripped. Your insides can come out of you. It’s never ending. You’re viewed as an object—not as a human with a spirit. People do drugs because they can’t deal with the way they’re being treated.”


Physical and Verbal Abuse

In addition to prevalent drug use, degradation and abuse is rampant in the pornography industry. In one study 100% of the strippers reported some kind of physical or verbal abuse on their jobs. Verbal abuse by customers is extremely common with 91% reporting incidents. They were routinely called degrading names. Besides the verbal abuse, all endured some type of physical abuse on the job. Despite the fact that it is illegal to touch a stripper, strippers reported that customers grabbed them by the arm (88%), grabbed their breast (73%), or their buttock (91%). Customers at strip clubs often assault the women. Customers pulled their hair (27%), pinched them (58%), slapped them (24%), or bit them (36%). They are often attacked in the strip club in front of bodyguards and other audience members.


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